∫ mathwater ∫

Hi, hello, greetings! Thanks for checking out my website!!My name's Logan, I'm 18, and I live in southeastern Kansas, in the USA. I like retro games, all kinds of science, indie game development, niche/obscure stuff, comedy/wordplay, playing music, poetry, nature, experiencing deeply any kinds of emotion and thoughts, and a lot more that I can't remember. I love mostly any music outside of the mainstream (with some exceptions, of course). I've been playing guitar since I was 13 and I'm also a beginner at piano and drums. I'm internally driven, open-minded to all people, and I try my best not to judge much at all. I love to talk about mostly anything (except notably modern politics and crime/law 😪) and I love meeting new people. My DM's are always open, so come and chat! :3I also do some digital art (like the current background to this site) and music and I may plan to set up a way where one could go view a bunch of my art/more recent music, but that isn't currently set up. If you want to see/hear some, just DM me on Discord (linked at the bottom of this page).You can find more info about me and some extra links below. Thanks again!

Current interests:

  • /// As of late: ///

  • Jetpack Joyride 👾

  • // On the backburner: ///

  • Hotline Miami (1 and 2) 👾

  • Donkey Kong Country 👾 🚫

  • Final Fantasy VI 👾 🚫

  • Noita 👾 🚫

  • Oneshot 👾 🚫

  • The Whitest Kids U' Know 📺

  • dropout.tv 📺

  • Borderlands 2 👾 🚫

  • Animals As Leaders 🎶

  • The Field 🎶

  • House MD. 📺 🚫

  • Jujutsu Kaisen 📺 🚫

  • Re: Zero 📺 🚫

  • BERSERK 📚 🚫

  • Super Smash Bros. Melee and Ultimate 👾

  • EarthBound & Mother 3 👾

  • Nuclear Throne 👾

  • Team Fortress 2 👾

  • Night In The Woods 👾

  • STRAFTAT 👾

  • 🚫 - NO spoilers please!

I stand against algorithmic complacency, harmful and generative AI, and the stealing/unethical usage of user data. I believe in the total and absolute right of privacy and anonymity online. I am also for freedom of expression, universal democracy, and the pursuit of knowledge, compassion, and honesty. 🩷During my life, I try to push forward and improve, despite low points of demotivation and times when I am blinded to my situation and stuck in my own head. I've never been diagnosed with any disorder but I am certain I'm neurodivergent in some aspect due to the way I interact with people and the way I think sometimes. I want to do better in so many ways but, also, I don't want to push myself down into the dirt too much since I don't really give myself enough credit sometimes. I am open to discussion with anything personal and I am an extremely open and trusting person when it comes to this, too. Don't be afraid to place your trust in me, because depending on how kind you are, I'll most likely put my trust in you first. Please don't ruin that for me. 💛Despite all that I wish to put here, I can never explain all of my psyche in one succinct page. Nonetheless, trying to explain myself and helping others know more about me is a goal of mine, because I want to be vulnerable to others (so they know they can be vulnerable to me). My embarrassment doesn't often seem to exceed my level of comfort, but in any regard I know that at times, it is hard for me to be honest with myself and I end up getting stuck. Please be patient if I am acting weird, if I say something out of line, or if I'm generally just talking too much for your liking. I try to do a lot of what people would consider unnecessary, and I'm in my own head a lot, so if I get acting like that, and you don't like it, I apologize. 🩵

How I'm doing as of late:

May 13- Unsure what's going on. A lot of dissociation. Things are looking good for me; I'm about to graduate high school, I've got a beautiful girlfriend, and I'm overall doing alright, but my feelings are soooo scattered. I know it'll turn out, though.

Extra tidbits:

  • I'm a Linux noob (I use Ubuntu)

  • I use Firefox with uBlock Origin and some other plugins/addons

  • I'm very sex-positive and kink-positive

  • If I was an animal, I'd be an Old English Sheepdog :3

  • I very often have music playing in my head, no matter the circumstances

  • I very often finger drum on any surface I can get my hands on

  • I occasionally draw/do little doodles

  • I'm a slight nerd on random little subjects, unfortunately I usually don't know enough about any one thing specifically for it to matter that much, lol

  • I am sometimes forgetful and easily impressed

  • I get caught in my own head sometimes, and sometimes I talk about things that may not make sense

  • I adore rain more than anything in the whole world

  • I love to hum, whistle, and sing, and I like to beatbox sometimes, even if it's lame

  • I love foods that are very simple, comforting, and that feel good every time.

  • I love to talk about weird esoteric things that are unrelated to whatever is going on

  • I feel very nervous about specific random things that I often forget about or have no idea about, sometimes

  • I wish things were easier

  • I wish things were at least quieter

  • I wish things were at least just different, if anything at all

Discord: "mathwater"

I am

    days old (since March 4, 2008)